After a weekend of soul-searching and some tears, I have decided to end it right now. I have been acting like a petulant, spoiled brat because I don't have time to do it the way I want to do it. I could put out a monologue twice a month but darn it, that was not my vision and I don't wanna! I do hope someone picks up from here. There are many Maine cachers and many Maine events that should be highlighted... just not by ME anymore.
As soon as I figure this out I might give this a go.
I have no enemies, but I'm intensely disliked by my friends.